On the DAY we got married, we had people coming up to us asking when we are having a baby…..no joke…on the wedding day!
I didn’t think too much of it…because of course, by this time next year(NOW), I would either be pregnant or already have a baby…..well, that didn’t happen…so what next?!
I’ll always be completely honest with you all. When people ask me when we are going to try to have a baby, I say…not for a while….when in reality….we’ve been trying for over a year now. I feel bad lying to them but I guess I’m just trying to protect my heart from all of the judgment and pity. Pity…..isn’t that weird? I just know I could see it in their eyes if I told them that we’ve been through a battery of tests and have been trying like rabbits to have a baby and NADA 🙁
But how crazy would I sound?? Like koo-koo crazy. Which is where my BFF’s….. Pinot and Grigio come into play. Oh….how I love thee….let me count the ways…Without these two….I could have gone down that “crazy lady” road. I mean….simply logging into Facebook and seeing 100+ status updates of kids first day of school photos ALMOST put me over the edge….(insert
glass bottle of wine here)…but I can’t compare their lives to mine. We all have our ups and downs. No one is perfect. And everything is happening the way it’s supposed to….right? I believe, I’ll be patient and I will never, ever give up.