First, I want to thank you all so much for your support. So many times I’ve felt so alone in this nightmare…and other times when I read your comments and texts, I feel I have the greatest friends/supporters that understand and truly “get it.”
Now, without dragging it out any further…..
I’m still not pregnant…..
But my sister is!! With OUR baby!!
Beta #1: 131 (9dp5dt)
I didn’t know I could ever be so excited for someone else to be pregnant 🙂
Our first embryo did not survive the thaw (and I was devastated) But either one or both of the other, low graded embryos, are still growing. Wow.
I’m numb……in a good way. I know this is just one tiny piece of the puzzle.
Unfortunately, I know not to get too excited.
That, friends, I believe is one of the saddest matters regarding infertility.
When others are overjoyed and hopeful with a positive pregnancy test, we cannot forget all of the pain and hurt we have endured so many times before.
But we must let go of the past.
This is new. This is hope. This is faith.
At this moment right now, we are pregnant.
I will celebrate. I will rejoice.
I will believe.
Beta #2 Monday.
***silently screaming inside…..YAY…Happy Day!!!!!!!!!!!! :)***