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In honor of Infertility Awareness Week…I want to simply dedicate a song to all of you beautiful men and women going through this journey of a very misunderstood disease.

If you have just started your journey, know there is hope and faith.

I understand it all. I have been there…over 3 years actively trying…9 medicated cycles(3 IVF, 6 FET)…5 surgeries…2 HSG…3 Sonos…Ruptured Appendix….One Ovary…Blocked Fallopian Tubes…Endometriosis…Diminished Ovarian Reserve…Scar Tissue everywhere….Chronically Thin Lining….Dr.’s telling me, “I’m sorry, but it’s not going to happen for you. It would take a miracle.”

Well, good thing I believe in miracles…..

I don’t care what they say. I don’t care what they believe. Because I know that I will become a mother. Some way, some how. It WILL happen and until I have my child in my arms, I will keep going and do whatever it takes for that to happen.

I will sacrifice. I will fight. I will battle for my child.

So this is for you. All of you battling infertility. This is not easy, this is not comfortable and this is not the way that we dreamed it would be….BUT this is also NOT the end of you.

This is truly the beginning.

“I Believe”

I believe if I’d knew where I was going, I’d lose my way

I believe that the words that he (your RE) told you are not your grave
I know that we are not the weight of all our memories
I believe in the things that I am afraid to say

Hold on, hold on

I believe in the lost possibilities you can see
And I believe that the darkness reminds us where light can be
I know that your heart is still beating, beating darling
I believe that you fell so you can land next to me

‘Cause I have been where you are before
And I have felt the pain of losing who you are
And I have died so many times, but I am still alive

I believe that tomorrow is stronger than yesterday
And I believe that your head is the only thing in your way
I wish that you could see your scars are linked of beauty
I believe that today it’s okay to be not okay

Hold on, hold on

‘Cause I have been where you are before
And I have felt the pain of losing who you are
And I have died so many times, but I am still alive

This is not the end of me, this is the beginning [x4]
(Hold on)
This is not the end of me, this is the beginning
(Hold on)
This is not the end of me, this is the beginning
(Hold on (I am still alive))
This is not the end of me, this is the beginning
(Hold on (I am still alive))
This is not the end of me, this is the beginning
(Hold on (I am still alive))
This is not the end of me, this is the beginning
(Hold on (I am still alive))
This is not the end of me, this is the beginning
(Hold on (I am still alive))
This is not the end of me, this is the beginning
(Hold on (I am still alive))
This is not the end of me, this is the beginning

****Lots of love, grace and faith to you all…BELIEVE.****

 

0 comment on Infertility Awareness Week— I Believe

    • Thank you Elisha…gotta keep the faith and just keep going…there has got to be a way…I know my children are waiting for me and I just have to find a way to bring them home…appreciate your support…xoxo

  1. So glad I clicked on your post! What an encouraging read, and a great song. I love how God will take us right to what we need to hear (or read) on a given day.
    Baby dust to you!

    • Thank you phillydaze…yes, God knows the right paths for us…I’m trying to listen and hear what He is telling me…it’s hard but I just know that I must keep the faith for my children…I know I will have them one day and this will all be worth it….thanks for your support..xoxo

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