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Ugh! So, this happened yesterday.

I went in to have my sonohystogram. I’ve already had 2 from my first 2 IVF cycles so I know the drill. For me, this sono is more painful than the HSG…I know, weird because most women it’s opposite but who knows…my body is weird and different..and frankly not normal.

And here it goes again being “not normal”again. My RE didn’t even really feel like we needed to do this but I said, “Let’s just do it to be safe”.

Well, the results are not great. I have a small, either polyp or more scar tissue(darn you scar tissue!) that’s on one side of my uterus. Now, my RE didn’t seem too phased….umm….What??!! He said, well, it could be those things or a blood clot(because I was still bleeding) or it could just go away on it’s own. He also said that if my lining looks great(7mm+) then there is no harm in trying with one embryo…..Hmmmm…o.k….but you guys…it doesn’t look good right now…seriously looks like a “speed bump” in my uterus. I’m not sure that I even want to put an embryo in there! But, I’ve never had lining grow past barely 6mm. Maybe this “little bump” is my lining FINALLY healing??? Maybe this is the next step in the right direction???

I’m trying to be positive with all of this (even though in my car I did shed a tear or two….I mean, can we give a girl a break??). I’m trying to believe that…maybe if I go through this 3rd IVF cycle and my lining is great and we decided to proceed with a transfer that maybe the little growth is there for a reason?? And if we are not able to transfer then I will have ANOTHER hysteroscopy (I think my 4th or 5th?). Clean out whatever is in there and then maybe my lining will recover??

Who knows…

What I do know though is that God is telling me to keep going and keep believing in myself.

So I will do just that.

I start stims for IVF#3 this Friday night.

I know there is a reason why I am doing this all again.

I know in my heart my babies are on their way. If this is my path…I will do whatever it takes to get them here with me.

A bump in the road uterus…is just that…

Just a bump…maybe it will lead to another bump??

Some bumps are not bad. Some bumps lead to others and I’m believing that this one will lead me to the one I have always dreamed of having…

A Baby Bump.

Bring on the bumps…I’m ready for the ride!

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  1. Praying for you RIGHT NOW!! Lord, we ask you to completely heal her body – we speak life over her womb and call forth her baby into her womb in Jesus name! Lord, we thank you that you are the author of life and we trust your perfect timing even when it doesn’t make sense to us!

  2. Thinking of you and hoping it’s not a road block for you. It’s something though.. seriously, nothing goes according to plan. I’ll be thinking of you, sending prayers, and hoping this turns out differently. I know what you mean though- I do feel like my baby is coming and I do feel like yours is coming too. I have a good feeling about the way your story will end. You are truly an inspiration to me. And now, I just saw you’re on instagram and I’m thinking I now need to sign up. 🙂

  3. Oh and in case you want something to take your mind off things, I nominated you for the Versatile blogger award in my back to blogging post. 🙂 Don’t feel like you have to participate, it’s only if you need the distraction.

  4. I know how scary and unfair it is to have something in your uterus that could be preventing you from getting pregnant. I am praying that your third round of IVF is a success and your lining grows thick enough that the bump thats in there gets covered up!

  5. hi, I was in the same boat as you. Already had polyps removed. During this ivf cycle the doc noticed what could be another polyp so the plan was that I would be booked in for general anesthetic and have a full currette just to be sure it’s all clean. I had only 8 follicles, containing only 3 eggs, only one viably fertilized. I was bummed. we transferred the one at 3 days and I just got my bfp! As they say :woman can get pregnant with polyps and it only takes one!:-) Good luck

      • The currette was planned if this round didn’t work and actually the doctor had even said that there was a high chance it wouldn’t (great…positive Dutch doctors;-)). They just went ahead and transferred. The currette would have been just as I finished my period and I would have had to wait out the month but could begin directly on the next round. 🙂 Fingers crossed for you too!!

  6. whew girl! I just have a good feeling about this! I am praying for you right now! Lord I come to you and ask that you heal her body so that she can go forth be fruitful and multiply just like you created us to be. I pray that her lining is perfect, her embryos are perfect, and her pregnancy is perfect! We know it’s your will Father that she be healed and made whole therefore we ask of these things in confidence. We thank you and praise You in advance for all that You are going to do and even doing NOW in her life. Especially for the things that we can’t see or we think are “bumps” in the road. You are awesome Father! It’s in Your Sons name I pray. Amen!

    • Thank you, thank you, thank you Elisha! I have a really good feeling about it too! Just all happening where I am just going with it all…you are right…these “bumps” might just be what He is creating for me to have a child. Thank you for the prayer…appreciate it SO much! Always prayers sent your way too…lots of love!! xoxo

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